Turmoil Tonight

Something is wrong tonight and I can't quite articulate what yet -- must be a combination of stressful work; hard-to-manage staff; the depressingness of the office space (too small/too cluttered/too tired to make things better); lack of personal space at home (aside from the renovation, which takes out a few of the rooms in our house, Boyfriend's stuff has ballooned to the remaining rooms so I don't even have a place to sit and read); uncertainty/anxiety about law school (is it really the right choice for me?? More on this later when I have more energy), etc. etc. etc.

Have to leave tomorrow for New Jersey. Going alone this time, which does not help things.

Calmed down somewhat after a glass of wine and being weepy for several hours. Think I'm ready to go to sleep now in a few minutes.