Thoughts for Myself

Things always look different when I take an ambien. The sleepiness always takes a bit of time to set in, which is fine. But before you become sleepy, you notice other things changing too. For instance, when I look into the mirror, I think I see a slightly different me. The difference is hard to put my finger on, but it has something to do with the strange skin tone - I see to look much darker than I'm used to. My expressions are different too. Usually I'm more alert, but now I am droopy. Certain parts of my face seems to have subtly changed proportions so that the resulting face is still like my original one but just slightly off. I can't explain it, and I'm sure when I sleep it off it will be gone.

After all, I took the ambien to sleep. Sleep has been a rare thing for the past few days. Friday night, when parents came, we chatted, drank, ate, and watched photo slideshows from my Scandinavian trip until after 3. The next morning I got up before 9 (sleeping on the floor really wasn't that comfortable anyway). After they left, I tried to do work, went to the gym, had dinner with ABS and RH and JJ and S in H Square at a great little sushi place. Then went back to ABS's apartment, read some con law, and played his game for the next FIVE hours! I tried researching some firms while he's doing it, but it was hard. Anyway, I didn't come home until 5 AM, but still managed to get up around 11:30.

Did not step out of the apartment today. I read for con law, read for comparative con law, read for my research for Prof.M, then drafted a letter of resigniation for one of the student activities that I took on. Really am not going to have enough time.

Tomorrow is the first week of on campus interview. I'm not really ready, but I will be intereviewing with 4 firms. Yikes. Here I come...